The Whole World Is Still On My String.
Calm that leaves me safely dreaming
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
TING,
You never fail to brighten up my day.
Put a smile on my face.
Make me feel so insecure when you're not around,
Make me feel so secure in your arms.
I just want to be with you.. always.. always.......
CHAN RAK THUUHR!
JUB JUB,
Jasmine.
You never fail to brighten up my day.
Put a smile on my face.
Make me feel so insecure when you're not around,
Make me feel so secure in your arms.
I just want to be with you.. always.. always.......
CHAN RAK THUUHR!
JUB JUB,
Jasmine.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
I'm Sorry.
Jen: For all the troubles I've caused you, letting you take the blame when it isn't.
Eunice: For coming in and spoiling everything.
Verena: For not contacting you for an entire year, we would have known each other better and hence closer as friends.
Thompson: For having to be so worried about me. I have failed to be a good friend to you as compared to what a dear friend you have been to me.
Joann: For not showing more concern than I should.
Shirley: For not being there at the two lowest points of your life. One for abandoning you and the other for not giving enough.
Jun Mei: For changing till you don't really seem to know who I am anymore. But rest assured, I'm still and will always be the same friend you once know.
Priscilla: For having a bad start to our friendship. From the bottom of my heart, you are everything to me and more.
Jen: For all the troubles I've caused you, letting you take the blame when it isn't.
Eunice: For coming in and spoiling everything.
Verena: For not contacting you for an entire year, we would have known each other better and hence closer as friends.
Thompson: For having to be so worried about me. I have failed to be a good friend to you as compared to what a dear friend you have been to me.
Joann: For not showing more concern than I should.
Shirley: For not being there at the two lowest points of your life. One for abandoning you and the other for not giving enough.
Jun Mei: For changing till you don't really seem to know who I am anymore. But rest assured, I'm still and will always be the same friend you once know.
Priscilla: For having a bad start to our friendship. From the bottom of my heart, you are everything to me and more.
I've been thinking a lot lately.
Much stuff has happened.
Too much to say, too little time.
It's time for a brand new day.
Time for a brand new me.
You think you know me, but you have no idea.
Fin.
Much stuff has happened.
Too much to say, too little time.
It's time for a brand new day.
Time for a brand new me.
You think you know me, but you have no idea.
Fin.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
TRUE FRIEND.
True friend cares for you
understand your feeling,
stand up for you when you're being accused and not keep quiet.
True friend will not find you only at their lowest peak.
True friend will tell you your bad points
True friend will slap you and wake u up when you're lost.
Thanks Tom P, for what it's worth, I know you care.
But rest assured, I'm alright.
True friend cares for you
understand your feeling,
stand up for you when you're being accused and not keep quiet.
True friend will not find you only at their lowest peak.
True friend will tell you your bad points
True friend will slap you and wake u up when you're lost.
Thanks Tom P, for what it's worth, I know you care.
But rest assured, I'm alright.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?! WTF WTF IS GOING ON?! JUST FUCKING TELL ME!
Reality Check:
1. I treat people I care about genuinely.
2. I only do so much for people I love.
3. If I don't care about you, I wouldn't even give a shit.
4. Just tell me WHAT THE FUCK is going on?!
5. Why do you always have to look on the down side of what I do?!
6. Haven't I told you before, I'd always go the extra mile for people who are important to me?
7. Why won't you understand what I'm doing?
8. I just wish I knew what is on your mind, so we can lay everything out on the table.
9. I want to salvage this, you're an important friend.
10. I hope you feel the same way too.
P/s This hasn't been a good year. But I have faith, my time will come.
Reality Check:
1. I treat people I care about genuinely.
2. I only do so much for people I love.
3. If I don't care about you, I wouldn't even give a shit.
4. Just tell me WHAT THE FUCK is going on?!
5. Why do you always have to look on the down side of what I do?!
6. Haven't I told you before, I'd always go the extra mile for people who are important to me?
7. Why won't you understand what I'm doing?
8. I just wish I knew what is on your mind, so we can lay everything out on the table.
9. I want to salvage this, you're an important friend.
10. I hope you feel the same way too.
P/s This hasn't been a good year. But I have faith, my time will come.
You Are Not Alone.
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
I never thought things could turn out this way,
Regret's the word I keep hearing myself say.
Ever since you came into my life, you never failed to make me smile.
Now I wished time stood still at the point when you held me in your arms,
Everything's crashing down 'cos I know that day's not going to come.
I regret, I really regret this. Why did I say the things I said? I shouldn't have, I know I shouldn't.
I let you slip out of my hands, I let you walk away.
Now you're going, going, gone.
P/s R.I.P Michael Jackson. You are, and will always be THE SENSATION.
Friday, June 26, 2009
I just read something I should not have seen, I feel like a fucking loser. Didn't know you'd hate me this much.
One More Day.
Well I saw you fall back once love.
Well I saw you fall back once love. But I can't stay.
Stay like this weather swirls,
Cause you've become sick like this winter girl.
Two more days, just two more.
Now I see.
Don't you say that I've gone crazy.
Because I haven't gone crazy yet.
I just lost my mind,
But I still got you.
Stay up late so you're sure.
Sure that I wont stray too far,
But surely that got too hard.
Love is not for me, I promise.
One more day, just one more.
I'd Stay If I ever could,
Stay if I ever could.
And pick up your pieces babe,
Cause there's never a perfect day.
I just lost my mind,
But I still got you.
Stay like this weather swirls,
Cause you've become sick like this winter girl.
Two more days, just two more.
Now I see.
Don't you say that I've gone crazy.
Because I haven't gone crazy yet.
I just lost my mind,
But I still got you.
Stay up late so you're sure.
Sure that I wont stray too far,
But surely that got too hard.
Love is not for me, I promise.
One more day, just one more.
I'd Stay If I ever could,
Stay if I ever could.
And pick up your pieces babe,
Cause there's never a perfect day.
I just lost my mind,
But I still got you.
Thought.
Dreading for Sunday's gig to come. I screwed up, badly. I don't know why I can't seem to get the pitch right. I feel as if I've let the guys down. I lack confidence, loads of it. Got me wondering whether this is even my thing, at all.
Leaving for KL later. Will be back on Sunday. It's going to be a tiring day for me. Rushing back to Singapore from 9am. Gig at 7pm. Oh god, give me the strength to not give up.
Can't wait for the camp instructor thing to kick in, finally something I enjoy.
Friends will be missed this weekend, someone significant a little more.
Get well soon Ver.
Love you much.
Dreading for Sunday's gig to come. I screwed up, badly. I don't know why I can't seem to get the pitch right. I feel as if I've let the guys down. I lack confidence, loads of it. Got me wondering whether this is even my thing, at all.
Leaving for KL later. Will be back on Sunday. It's going to be a tiring day for me. Rushing back to Singapore from 9am. Gig at 7pm. Oh god, give me the strength to not give up.
Can't wait for the camp instructor thing to kick in, finally something I enjoy.
Friends will be missed this weekend, someone significant a little more.
Get well soon Ver.
Love you much.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
SIMPLICITY IS BLISS.
I didn't expect things to turn out this way. I guess it could be for the better?
Damn I think I'm falling for you instead... teehee..
Damn I think I'm falling for you instead... teehee..
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
P/s My dad and I aren't talking again. Wonder how long it'll last this time. I HATE FATHER'S DAY.
FML.
I have decided to stop blogging stupid things cos IRENE TAN KUKU reads my blog and she WILL NOT stop teasing me about it.. So here goes,
Caught a movie with PUSSYLLA called I LOVE YOU, MAN. Awesome show. Haven't laughed so hard in ages. Or have I? I don't know, I think I have.
Kervon text me today saying she saw me. That was earlier on before the movie. Was supposed to head to Spins and chill before the movie started but Pris wanted to see who she was (or apparently according to other people; I'm a stalker) *rolls eyes* so we ended up at Gloria's to have cake and iced chocolate while waiting for TAN KU KU and CAT. Funny people, really. They always brighten up my day/night.
After the show we headed out for a stick, and guess who we saw? Yup, K. This time I saw her, the unforgettable hair of hers. Ok, her's the thing, I chickened out. Yes, I'm a total loser. I don't even dare to say "Hi" fuck I really suck man. Hence, the blog title "FML". This entire post is revolving around this acronym. According to Pris, she thought they saw me but all in all I was a fucking pussy. period. Moving on...
They left me hanging by a thread for the past week and finally tomorrow's judgement day. I'm going to be screwed by 3 lecturers and I'm seriously scared to shit out of. I'm praying hard and keeping my fingers crossed so they wouldn't kick me out of SIP. I think I will break down. Seriously. And poor Ethel's going to be the victim who's gonna see me break down. Which I hope is not the case. I really hope that in the end I will break THE GOOD NEWS to her instead of THE WORST. I'm dreading every minute that passes by knowing it's a minute closer to facing my worst nightmare.
Finally, I was pretty taken aback that you guys went to butter that night and honestly I felt pretty left out. Thinking that Ver and all were there too? Oh well, I guess I'm in no position to complain. No position at all.
The end.
I have decided to stop blogging stupid things cos IRENE TAN KUKU reads my blog and she WILL NOT stop teasing me about it.. So here goes,
Caught a movie with PUSSYLLA called I LOVE YOU, MAN. Awesome show. Haven't laughed so hard in ages. Or have I? I don't know, I think I have.
Kervon text me today saying she saw me. That was earlier on before the movie. Was supposed to head to Spins and chill before the movie started but Pris wanted to see who she was (or apparently according to other people; I'm a stalker) *rolls eyes* so we ended up at Gloria's to have cake and iced chocolate while waiting for TAN KU KU and CAT. Funny people, really. They always brighten up my day/night.
After the show we headed out for a stick, and guess who we saw? Yup, K. This time I saw her, the unforgettable hair of hers. Ok, her's the thing, I chickened out. Yes, I'm a total loser. I don't even dare to say "Hi" fuck I really suck man. Hence, the blog title "FML". This entire post is revolving around this acronym. According to Pris, she thought they saw me but all in all I was a fucking pussy. period. Moving on...
They left me hanging by a thread for the past week and finally tomorrow's judgement day. I'm going to be screwed by 3 lecturers and I'm seriously scared to shit out of. I'm praying hard and keeping my fingers crossed so they wouldn't kick me out of SIP. I think I will break down. Seriously. And poor Ethel's going to be the victim who's gonna see me break down. Which I hope is not the case. I really hope that in the end I will break THE GOOD NEWS to her instead of THE WORST. I'm dreading every minute that passes by knowing it's a minute closer to facing my worst nightmare.
Finally, I was pretty taken aback that you guys went to butter that night and honestly I felt pretty left out. Thinking that Ver and all were there too? Oh well, I guess I'm in no position to complain. No position at all.
The end.